2002-09-30 - 6:34 p.m.

Hey.

frick, ms. lusk really needs to take it easy and take out that huge 4x4 wedged up her ass. geezus man...she's such a crackwhore. i don't understand why we can't talk when she reads the bulliten...if we miss some important information, well, salty nuts for us. that's our fault. she's the one whose always stressing "responsibility" and holding our own selves accountable for stuff...why doesn't this apply? and the bulliten prints the same info for at least 2 weeks...that fricking "stop vandilism at our school" one is still in there if i'm not mistaken.

and she assigns us a journal prompt on "boring." it was a free write so we could bascially write about anything...random thoughts, whatever. i thought that was pretty cool until she restricted it just a tad and said anything bUt her class. eh. then it's not a fricking fReE write now is it?!?

damn, she's getting like bobby. only fricking talking to hear their own voice. him and his, "oh, we're not lifting to get buff, we're just lifting weights." ass. :S

god, having her 1st thing in the morning really poops on the rest of my day.

the red sox didn't make playoffs! :*0( but the yankees did. i fricking hate the yankees.

although the packers won yesterday. :D

anyway, damn, marching band ppl are back. the usual bread ball fights resumed at lunchtime, along with the catty bitchfests about whose talking shit about who. i really need to start hanging around different ppl.

joan is gonna get her ass kicked soon. she's TAing for my ceramics class, and she's fricking messing around with the wrong ppl. she marked dasha absent, when she really came to class, and that got the entire class involved. why she wants to mess with dasha...i have no clue...but she sure is a fricking idiot. all dasha would have to do is say the word, and joan's ass would be kicked inside out. the gay thing is, that she just won't drop it. she keeps bringing it up and making these really stoopid comments and shit. god, just let it go already. i mean, yeah she got gonged in front of everyone...but she wouldn't have to relive the embarrasment everyday if she'd just shut the hell up already.

oh! ida gave me a double chocolate fudge brownie from quiznos this morning. i was so proud. it was so pretty, i wasn't sure if i should eat it. :0) but in the end, i finally gave in and scarfed it down to the very last crumb. *yay* for chocolate.

crap, the weightroom is getting so damn crowded. kayleen brought all her freshmen friends, and there isn't even enough space to lift my finger to scratch my head. i couldn't help but elbow some girl in the face. it doesn't get to anyone as much as it gets to me cuz frick, there are so many damn bodies in that sorry excuse for a weight room.

and since we're not in season, i don't care what bob says, he doesn't own the gym as much as he'd like to think he does. the nicer, more roomy weight room is reserved for football and softball...i'm talking about the little hole in the wall by the men's toilets.

and hinano had school today, so bobby ran things. *ick*

oMfG. and damn yosh was wearing our jv champs shirt for easterns...and i was like, "what the flying fuck?!?" i thought it was kim's, cuz they often borrow each other's clothes. so i asked her, and she laughed and said, "oh, there was extra, so me, chels, and lars took one." !gah! then she sorta chuckled and said, "haha, i was on jv." fuck that. she wish man.

they always bitch and complain about how they should've stayed for one more year in jv, instead of moving up so quickly to vars. well, you know what, i'm damn glad they didn't. it was bad enough just seeing them around the gym and at our games, but to actually play with them...*grr*

the only reason they moved up was cuz they thought it would be cool to be able to say, "oh, i'm only a freshman (or whatever) and i'm on vArSiTy." *woohoo* never mind their record was 1-9 and this was the 1st year our vars wasn't even invited to play in OIAs.

just because we had an awesome season, they're all trying to get some fricking sympathy cuz it's like they wasted a year. hell with them.

they are good basketball players, i won't deny that, but i can guarentee that we would not even have done at least half as well as we did if they had decided to stay down in jv. they always get into the most cattiest of fights over the most stoopidest things. we would not have gotten along at all, and how the hell can we be expected to win? it's no fricking individual sport where if you fuck up, then it's your problem...if someone fucks up, the entire team suffers. yeah sure for individual stuff you get punished as a team or whatever, but even then, when it comes to your match day, you can still win if you're better than the other guy. but in basketball, there's no way in hell you can go 1-on-5 for the entire game. you have to rely on your teammates to at least have a shot at anything.

but when they're self absorbed bitches, it's kinda hard to have any kind of a winning season...much less even win a single game.

that's why i'm not sure i can handle playing with them this year. i hardly could stand summertime basketball...and this PAL league is starting to sleep with the fishes. it'd be cool to have another sport to play...but it would totally suck to finally give in to the fact that i wasted 7 years of my life.

man, and justina said that bobby was even thinking about quitting, but now he said he has a new insentive: to turn our team around and have a winning season again. damnit...he came about (thisclose) to quitting too.

i think i'll stop here...monday night football should be good tonight. :D

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